Ok, so I know that this is my second post already just today, but seeing as yesterday I had no power, and I really need to get some things out.
Because I don't know who or if anybody will be reading this, I won't put names. Just references, etc.
I met somebody awhile back. It was actually last year during the end of summer. I never really got to meet them, until now. Just something about this person just drew me in and I had to do something about it. Just the way that they looked at me and smiled/laughed at me just being me, I knew they were different. Somebody else that knew this person told me otherwise, but I didn't believe it. This other person turned out to be wrong (hahaha on you!!). Things have been going really great and I can't get them off my mind. This hasn't happened to me since a certain other person that barely anybody knows. I never really told anybody about him because I knew that it couldn't work out as we lived so far apart. So I tried to cover it up. Now, I'm not even bothering to cover this up. I can't hold it back. Everybody who knows me (well, most everybody) knows and are all happy for me. But now I just don't know what is going on..... Things were so great, and now I get the feeling that I did something. Or maybe I did nothing and I am just misinterpreting things.. Which I really hope it is. :-S I am just so confused about things right now, and I know that this is probably confusing a bunch of you as well. Welcome to my world.
Well, I kinda got that out. It's not much and I know that it doesn't seem like much, but this is huge for me. Over the past week, I just felt like I was losing somebody that I could never afford to lose. And I didn't know why they were going away. Please, please stay.
Posted by springsport.handler
at 5:42 PM